Thursday, August 30, 2012


Big Family Photo. This photo was took at PeaceHaven, Genting Highland. 
I joined Encounter GOD Challenge Camp by FGA CYC. 
Woops this camp was nice. I don't regret that I joined this camp. 

24th August 2012. 
4.30am I woke up and bathed. 
5.56am Drumstick messaged us and asked us to prepared our things properly. 
7.30am Drumstick fetched us. 
8.30am We ate our breakfast at church's opposite: 118 food court. 
9.30am Started our journey to PeaceHaven, Genting Highland. 
11.30am We reached. I slept at bus for two hours. 

After our lunch, we back to our each rooms. 
I same room with QiaoQi, Josephine, Shana and WanShi. 
QiaoQi is room leader. Wuuhoo. 
JiaJia and Angel came to our room and played. 
Whoa we played so crazy. Danced and sang like a crazy. 

8pm Wuuhoo the games was started !
Joker came and we get shocked. Wow the atmosphere was scary !
Ohh yeah. The mission impossible was started. 

97s(A) played many games. We started to cooperation. 
I love ''Climb mountain" this game. HAHA. 
The game I could not forget is "Ice Man". 
We need to get into the water and take balls. 
Wow the water was very cold. 
Drumstick was the first who get in first. Wow so man ah? :)

25th August 2012. 
Second day. HEHE I am very cold and started sick.
When the service start, I went back to room and slept. 
I am tired and suffer. After the service, Josephine came and wake me up. 
Ahh I am very dizzy when I wake up. 
But I must join this Amazing Race. 
HEHE I woke up and started to play games. 

We went to Genting Highland. 
Wow Genting Highland was very ... Nice and many people. 
Our first game is singing at Mc Donald. 
HAHA. We sang song at Mc Donald and many customers watching us. :P

I could not forget what we did at Genting Highland. 
"Eat tomato, Flashmode (Dancing at Genting Highland) and many many. 
Joker came out when we finished our dance. Whoa we ran and we scream. 

8pm the second service started. 
I cried when Pastor Jonathan said many case about get hurt. 
I cried for so long. My heart keep thinking about my daddy. 
Daddy, I miss you... 
When Pastor Jonathan called us, I ran out and cried. 

Thanks Pastor Lin Fung helped me to pray. 
Pastor Lin Fung asked me why I cried so suffered? 
I could not answer his questions. I just want to cry. 
He helped me to pray. I fell down when he prayed to me. 
Hurt, it is very hurt. 
I don't even know how long I cried. 
After that, got 2 girls came and hugged me. 
Pooi Kee bought me back to my team. 
Thanks YingHui and QiaoQi. 
They hugged me so tight. YingHui prayed for me and QiaoQi accompanied me to cry. 
Thanks girl. That hug really warm and I felt your love. 
When they hug me, I cried not because I'm still remember to hurt. 
It is because I felt your love. 
I shout "Thank You Jesus" in my heart. 
Jesus, Thank you. Really thank you that You gave me 97s. 

Night. 12.30pm. 
Drumstick and WeiQin came to our room. 
We spent our time at eat and talk. :P
Ahh I am really scared dark. I need to breakthrough !


26th August 2012. 
Last day. 
I am on behalf of 97s. 
I went out when the Grand Final. :)
Hmmmm I ate worms. Congratulation Vivian. 
I've tried eat worms !!! I did it ! :D

The Final result : THOR IS THE WINNER !
We won the games !

Our slogan: Thor Thor Win, Thor Thor Win, Thor Thor Victory!
Thanks God. Hallelujah. Our efforts are not in vain.
97s Jiayou. Thor Jiayou ! :D

P/S: Many photos not yet upload. So readers please be patient. 
I will update again soon. ;) 


Friday, August 24, 2012

Wednesday, August 22, 2012


17th August 2012 (Friday)

Today I went out again. 
I went to Setia Walk's Ding Cha for meet with Shana. 
Well today we took many photos. 
I helped Shana to photo shoot. 
I like to help my friends photo shoot. 


She is reading the magazine. I like this photo. :)
After we drank our drinks, we went to Shana's house.
Oh no, I slept on her bed. 
But the way, her bed was so comfortable. 
I slept very well. First time slept beside Shana. A bit shy. :P


20th August 2012 (Monday)

Well, today I am really down. 
I couldn't accept that I cried for so long. 
Thanks Angeline and Shana accompanied me when I am down. 
Angeline, your message was so warm. ;)
Shana, thanks for accompanied me cried. 

Whenever I am down, you are always be with me. 

I don't want anyone to be feel guilty. 
I spoke out, I cried out just because I couldn't endure anymore. 
Maybe after I leave somewhere, some people will forget me. 
Maybe they will never think I will sad?

I am afraid that my VIP forget me. 
It is very difficult to let me accept. 
What you did, what you said, I will keep in mind. 

Night, I hided myself into my bedroom. 
I cried so long. 
I cried because I cared. 
Maybe I shouldn't care so much? 
''The less you care, the happier you will be.''
Well never mind. I will used to it soon. 
Don't worry, I will not cry for you guys anymore. 
I will force myself to don't think about that. 

I should forgive and forget. But now, I really couldn't do that. 
Maybe some of you will say I am not mature. 
So what? I am not mature enough but it is my style. 
It is not your business. You no need to tell the whole world. 
BIG MOUTH. 

I couldn't found my joyful. Where is my joyful went? 


21th August 2012 (Tuesday)

Today is my Angeline's birthday. :D
I did some special photo card for her. 


First photo card. 


Second photo card. 


Third photo card. 


Fourth photo card.


Fifth photo card. 


Sixth photo card. 


Seventh photo card. 


Eighth photo card. 


Ninth photo card.


Tenth photo card. 


Eleventh photo card. 


Twelfth photo card. 


Thirteenth photo card.


Fourteenth photo card


Fifteenth photo card.


Sixteenth photo card. 


Eighteenth photo card. 


Nineteenth photo card. 

She liked it so much. Thanks dear for like my photo card so much. 

Night again. I hided myself again. 
I cried. I don't even know why. 
I just want to cry. I cried until my throat no sounds. 
First time cried for 2 hours. I don't even know why. 
After I cried, I felt better. 
I started to don't care what happened on me yesterday. 

Yes it is hurt that yesterday I knew somethings. 
But now, I learned to don't care so much. 




Friday, August 17, 2012


Enmi, Angeline and Vivian. (EAV) 

15th August 2012 (Wednesday)
I went MidValley with Enmi and Angeline before my tuition. 

Today is the first time we meet. 
I thought the atmosphere will be very bored because we just knew each other. 
But nope. We chatted long time and we were enjoyed the moments. 
Three of us also are Leo girls. :)

Enmi and me chatted a while before Angeline came. 
Now I know, Enmi and me was same type of people. 
We dislike same people. Erm maybe shouldn't say dislike. 
We cut our hair because of same reason. 
Our attitude was almost same. :)

Angeline came at 3pm. She keep said sorry to us. 
Aiyarh nothing larh, my dear. 
We are willing to wait you. :D

We went to Nyonya Colors for our lunch. 
Yummy, I ordered ''Nasi Lemak Rendang Ayam''. 
Hehe. We chatted many things. We laughed for so long. 
After we finished our lunch, Enmi and me were started to prepare our surprise. 

Enmi be in charge of chat with Enmi when I go out for take cake. 
I went out restaurant and prepared the candle. 
After that, we sang birthday song to Angeline when I'm going in the restaurant. 
Hehe she felt surprise and she told us that she happy until wanted to cry!
Aww my dear, finally Enmi and me can give you a surprise. 

Enmi and me were very like you. 
Dear Angeline, I hope you will like our presents and cards so much. 
Jiayou nerh. You can find us when you are having any problems or you are sad. 
We are super willing to chat with you and help you. 
I hope three of us can always close like this. :D

After the celebration of Angeline birthday, we went to toilet for take photos. 
Hehe. I took many photos with them. I hope these memories can always be inside my mind. 
15th August 2012, our first meet. :D

Angeline and Enmi, I Love You. Shh don't tell others yarh. :P


16th August 2012. (Thursday)

Today is the first day of Hari Raya's holiday and also my grandmother's birthday. 
My grandmother was very love me. She always cooked many delicious foods for me. 
Whenever I am unhappy, she will cook some foods I love for me. 
Whenever I am unhappy, I will tell her. Because she always give me advise. 

Grandmother, I Love You. 

My aunt came my house and fetch me after my tuition. 
We went to OUG's restaurant for dinner. 
I found my cousin looks like Ah Bok. Lol. 
Their sounds, attitude, outward are almost same. 
My cousins looks difference. They became more mature. 

After the dinner, my cousins and me went to Pasar Malam. 
Wow I saw many friends at pasar malam. 
I saw my bestie - Chong Hui. Hehe I found that she was so pretty after she put down all her hair. 
Aww I am very happy when I saw her. I keep smile. :P

9.30pm, my brother reached aunt's house. 
Cousins and me rushed back to aunt's house for celebrate my grandmother's birthday. 
We sang birthday song and ate a cheese cake. 
That cheese cake's value is RM75. 
Oh no, it is so expensive. ><''
But it is very delicious. 

Happy day. I spend many hours at sleep. 
Haha congratulation to Vivian because Vivian is became a pig. 
I want to keep fit! On diet! :D 

Camp. Still got 7 days. 
Jiayou Vivian. You must go and feel God's love again. 
Find back where's your heart! Don't lost on there! :)
Vivian, Jiayou.. 

Sunday, August 12, 2012

If you see me, smile and maybe give me a hug. That's important to me too.

Valerynn are going to transfer school at next week. 
Tomorrow is last day. I am not willing to let her go. 
We always chatted together when teacher teaching at front. 
We played together, chatted together, laughed together. 
KitYo, YaoYao, you and me are forever 4 sisters. 
We will miss the moments that we gathered together. 
Don't forget us. We will always remember what you did in our life. 
Valerynn, we love you. 
Thanks God that He let me know you. 
We are same type of people. We are Christian and our mind are always almost same. 
Although we just closed a few months, but our relationship is very deep. 
I still remember what we always talked about. 
After you'd gone, I guess all of us will not used to it. 
Because we lost your voice.

This is the second time I felt our class was so unite. 
All of us sang 'Friends' to Valerynn. 
She cried after she heard we sang. Many people cried too, included me.
I will not forget what you did in my life. 
How you comfort me, how you accompany me.. 

I went to church yesterday. I MISS KAIWERN. (T.T)
We are showing our 'white' teeth. 
KaiWern is the best leader I ever have. 
He always care his sheep. He cares all his sheep. 
He will use his time to comfort his sheep. 
I still remember how he accompany me when I am in sadness.
He called me when I am having many problems. 
He tried to let me become more good girl. He always give me chance.
Whenever I did wrong, he will never scold me but just tell me what I did wrong. 

First time I met him, I felt this guy really tall.
Honestly, I don't like him when I first time saw him. 
I don't know what is the reason. But I like him now. SUPER LIKE. 
But is brothers sisters' love. 

I will always remember what he did. 
Jesus, thank You for giving me this awesome leader. 
KaiWern, you are my leader forever. :P


Wednesday, August 8, 2012


Tom and Jerry. I hope my friends and I can be like them. 
''Some relationship are like Tom and Jerry. 
They tease each other, irritate each other, but can't live without each other. ''
It's so meaningful. Love this quote. 

Tuesday's morning. 
A teacher came to stage and encourage us to study hard. 
Another message to remind me to study hard.
The teacher told us about her story. 
She was lived at a small town when she is young. 
She told us how she study hard and asked us to manage our time wisely. 
She said: Many students spent their times at Facebook, Twitter, Youtube and Games. 
It is so truth. Almost all of my friends same with me, play Facebook, Twitter everyday. 
I'm also. I spent many times at Facebook and Twitter.. 

The teacher said: ''You really need to shame on yourself. 
You studied BM and BI since you are standard one. Some of you start from Kindergarden. 
But why can't you speak BM and BI nicely? ''
Wow I felt very shame when teacher said this. 
The teacher advised us to speak BM and BI everyday. 

''Betulkan yang biasa, biasakan yang betul''. 
The teacher told us this quote. This is really meaningful. 

After I heard the teacher said. My whole body full of strength. 
I felt like want to study hard and ask my friends to study too. 

Wednesday's morning. 
I have chatted with YeeYi. I like what she said. 
''Sometimes silent are better, sometimes talk are better.'' 
I agree. Nowadays I knows many friends. 
Thanks God that He opened my heart. I found the real joyful. 
I chatted with many people when I am at school. 
I found many friends. 

Valerynn, Kit Yo, Yao Yao, Shen Onn, Wen Weii, Wei Lun and many others. 
But sure have YeeYi, CaiYing, Sukii, ChongHui and Jessy. 
They accompany me all the time. ;)

Whenever I feel down, the friends I know will try to cheer me up. 
Thanks God He let me know you guys and let me having you guys as my best friends at class. 
I have 3 sisters at my class : Valerynn, Kit Yo and Yao Yao (Actually Yao Yao is a guy). 

Today I am very happy. Erm maybe I should say extremely happy. 
I laugh whole day. 
CaiYing said my face became red when I am playing volleyball and laugh. 
Of course. I played with a joyful heart. 
Hehe I enjoyed the moment I played volleyball with my friends. 


Today we didn't have study account class. :P
We went to others place to rehearsal. 

Tomorrow need to stand on the stage and sing patriotik's songs. 
Thanks God, finally all of my class willing to cooperation. 
I am nervous now. 
I guess tomorrow I will extremely nervous because we are VS with 4@9 and 4@12. 
Both of them are good class and they are so cooperation when they having cooperation. 
I hope our class can be like them. Always cooperation and like each others. 

Kokurikulum's time. This month's KK time just have 40 minutes. 
YeeYi, CaiYing, Sukii and me spent time on chatted. 
Lol we are laughing all the time. 
They played my bottle because Sukii's face attacked by my bottle's water. 
HAHAHA. Now I remember it, I still feel it is funny. 

Today I spent some times to think of my future. 
Actually I don't know where is my direction. 
I asked myself: ''Why I need to study? Why my parents send me to school?
Why I need to get more knowledge? Why am I born?''
I quieted myself and I sat on the swing. I guess I have think about 30 minutes. 
No adult people over there, I just saw a few of child playing with their friends. 
At times, I really need a friend to help me when I am stuck. 
But I couldn't found the friend. 
Yes I have many friends. But they are my random friends. 
We can play together, chat together, study together.. But we couldn't talk heart to heart. 

What should I do? I just can ask God for help. 
He are the guy who never leave me alone and help me all the time. 

Today I saw a quote: ''Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened.''
We should learn how to forgive and forget. 
Forgive the people who hurt you, forget the things that he/she hurt you. 
Let the old go and let the new come. 
We should thanks the people who hurt us. 
Because they let us learn how to forgive and forget. 
Their harms make us growth up. Right? 


Monday, August 6, 2012


Everyone got their own dreams.
I hope I can done my dreams faster.

First target : Study hard, get a nice result.
Second target : Back to FGA CYC and desire more God's love.
Third target : Meet my Angeline Sweetie Princess and have a sweet memories with her.
Fourth target : SPM straight's A.
Fifth target : Earn money for my family and me. Study college by my own money.
Sixth target : Buy somethings special for my family.
Seventh target : Create a new dance crew and chase our dreams.

I am a form 4's student. My result failed many subject since I started my form 4's life.
Actually form 4's subject doesn't hard.
All I have to do is study hard and do many revision.
God, please give me more strength to study.
I have to do my best for my life. 
I must get a nice result for myself, my family. Especially for my GOD.
I just want to tell others, Christian can get a good result even though they spend many times at bible.
We studied how to be a good guy/girl through bible and our life.

Christian are same with a normal people after they step out church.
But they have an extra things : Bible and God.
Yes many people can success even though they not have God.
But Christian can success and get more through our God.
God will provide more to those people who desire Him.

Share a testimony to you.
I never think I can get a laptop as my birthday present.
I never desire and I never ask.
But God gave me a laptop as my 16th birthday present.
Although it is not a new laptop, but it is nice too.
Through my house's economy, it is impossible to get a new laptop for me.
But God helped my family.
My brother needs a new laptop for his studies because he is studying IT.
God helped my brother and let him get more money through his work.
Now he can get a new laptop ! Praise the Lord.

I am really thankful. Thanks my Papa Lord.
He gave me what I want. He loves me since He created me.

I have two friends that they earn money by their self .
Douglas and Mandy.
Douglas is my church's brother. He is 18 years old but he can earn money by himself.
He can independent and never ask his parents for his pocket money.
Quite jealous because he is so great.

Mandy is my facebook's friend. But the way, she is Christian too.
She created her own business at facebook.
She is really great. She bought her laptop and Ipad by herself.
See, both of them are so great.

I HOPE I CAN BE LIKE THEM.

I believe I can do it through God and my strength.
I stopped go church for 1 month something.
Many people thought my life went sucks because my life lost God.

I can tell you here. My life still have God.
Yes I said many bad words and I never tells anyone about God.
But it is doesn't mean my life don't have God.
Please, don't judge me through my name.
Please Judge Me Through My Life !
You know my name ? It is doesn't means you know my life.

Angeline, Thank You.
You always helped me through twitter. :)
Everyday I saw your tweet, I can feel many things.
I can saw you always wrote about God.
Thanks God. He let me knew you.
Sweet pretty girl, thanks for trying to cheer up me when I am down.

God are fair enough. He loves people because He created them !
Please don't use God's name to do any bad things.
God never blame or hate you, but God hates SINS !
People, don't doing bad things to hurt our Papa Lord's heart.
God protected our bodies, life, family, our everything !
But why can't you protect and cherish God's heart ... ?
People, please cherish our God. We just have one God in our life, is it?

I just want to write this out and tell the world that God are good.
I know many people will doubt us when they heard Christian's testimony. 
These testimony is very meaningful for us. 
Please don't say our God are not real and trying to tells the world that we are lied. 
You can hurt us through what you said. 
Please respect our God, respect us and respect yourself. 
Thank you. 


Saturday, August 4, 2012


- 笑容可以给任何人. 但你的心, 只须给一个人就好 - 


迟来的生日礼物. 这是 Angeline Lim 送的.
这位可爱又漂亮的甜心公主, 谢谢你. 


迟来的生日礼物. 这是学校朋友送的.
JingWen. CaiYing. Sukii Low. 
谢谢你们. 
玮芯 = 星星. :P


星期四补习之前, 和他去了 Secret Recipe. 
感谢你啊. 今年还没完成的愿望都让你帮我完成了.
2012 年 6月 25日许下的愿望 : 一定要在 2012年里去 Secret Recipe 吃一餐.
我们吃了 Rm45. 
贵. 放心, 我会给回你钱. 你不要的话, 就是不给我脸. :P

谢谢你.