M4J was finished . 

I miss that 4 days . 6th June until 9th June .  

I'm become an temporary usher at that 4 days . 

I knew a lot of new friends . 

We served together , talked together , ate dinner and lunch together , laugh together , touched by God together and played together .

That's our sweet memories . 

Jesus Lord , thanks for healed many people . 

At these 4 days , more than 10000 people believe and follow Jesus Christ . 

Jesus , I Love You . 

You touched me by your big and warm hand . 

You hugged me . 

I felt your love was beside me . 

Second day of M4J , that was my first day of serve . 

I'm be in charge of sick area .

I saw many sick people came and believe Jesus will heal them . 

Many people get healed , but also a lot of people didn't get heal . 

It's doesn't means that Jesus don't love them . 

Just because Jesus have His own planning . 

Third day of M4J , I'm be in charge of sick area also . 

I saw many familiar faces . 

The patient came again . They hope that they can get heal . 

I chatted with them . Some of them was sick from they were a kid . 

Jesus gave me a mercy's heart . 

I'm sad when I heard what they said . 

But I saw many smile also . 

I'm happy when I saw they smile and tell me that they get healed ! 

Thanks Jesus . You let me saw many smile and felt that happiness . 

Fourth day of M4J , be in charge of sick area again . 

I felt tired that day . 

But I'm not willing to let it go . I love that 4 days . 

I will miss my usher team . I will forever remember what I did with you guys . 

Jesus touched me so much that these 4 days . 

A strange wind came when Pastor Philip ask Holy Spirit to fill us . 

I felt comfortable and touched . 

Pastor Philip said , Jesus and His angels was around us . 

My tears came down . I felt warm . I felt His love . 

At the last day of M4J , I cried when I saw many patient share their testimony .

Jesus healed them . It's real . 

I'm touched when I saw that . 

Jesus , thanks for love me and forgive my sins . 

Qiao Qi said that she felt she were not eligible to love by Jesus . 

Honestly , I think that before . 

I'm a sinner . But Jesus forgive my sins and love me . 

Unconditional love . He love me by unconditional love . 

Nobody can love me like Him . 

Today my math's teacher asked me , what happened to me ?

I don't know . 

Many friends said I changed a lot . 

They said they felt that I'm sad and need people to comfort me . 

I don't know .

But I felt happy when I feel Jesus's love . 

I'm happy when I saw 97s's member . 

Today we celebrated Kai Wern's birthday . 

Kai Wern , Happy 23th Birthday .

Do you felt surprise when we went to your house . 

Our plan A was failed . Aikss , sad case . 

Do you like the cup cakes ?

Sorry yeah . Cause we have no a lot of money , so we bought that for you . 

We chatted together and laughed together at Kai Wern's house . 

Happy ? Yes I am . 

I'm happy that I have this family . My extra family . 

They planned outing with me , discussed their plan with me . 

The feeling was good . 

At least they didn't forget me .

Forgotten the taste by a family member or best friend is very bad .

I miss M4J badly . I hope I can back to that moment . 

But times won't give you any chance . 

It's over . It won't come back . 

Appreciate what you have now . 

Now I realise church friends was important than other friends . 

Because they just like my real family care me and love me . 

JESUS , I LOVE YOU . 

Thanks for being there for me when I'm not strong . 

Thanks for let me know that 97s was so important for me .